I always thought I had to 18 before i could even have ideas that worked or even be relevant, so after every birthday I wait for the next to come so I can get closer to my eighteenth. I wait to become an adult and yesterday, month after my seventeenth I just thought what am I waiting for why do I leave it till then. If I don't think of something now what would have in my head to do. I believe in God as a Christian but I have my own views as everyone should , so I remember that in the beginning God created the heavens and the earth so he started with something, and he knew how that would end if it stayed that way, and he knew how each action would affect it, so there is an end but he gave everyone the ability to make decisions that affect it, never did he take decisions for a man, the furthest he went was to stop an idea from seeming pleasant to a person. So I always had the ability to choose so now I decide make decision, chooses too,but I am checking in with him so i don't make a wrong turn,when I am working to get a particular end. So I'll keep asking as I go if I am closer to the end of the maze.