OK so I had to get up early so I could get ready for an early class, like revise and stuff for it, but the thing is I slept a bit late at least earlier than I  usually do. So I set my alarm an hour earlier than I should because that is the only way I could possibly wake up in time. I wake and even though I got what should be enough sleep, I felt so tired I actually slept in the toilet, I had to use a cold shower(which i detest) to get myself awake. I even had to take a few minutes to get myself (especially my brain ready for school). I was just think 'How does  God do it" -stay awake through all this and not get tired, we even whine about how everything is messed up in this world when He is keeping the balance, while we spend all that time not making any contributions to helping that. We don't take any responsibility for our actions and how they affect, our environment. This not about religious views it is about gratitude.(The pharisees  missed this bit we should not). Living in a better world does not mean the world has to change, you and I have to make it better, think about it is our world,we should keep the balance. God is there as an overseer but he gave us this world to dominate over, at least Gen1:26 says so, everyone does agree that the Bible does make sense. So maybe we an pitch in with our little hands and make this all better. I am trying to but I know i can do a whole lot more, especially when I try. Thing is just a simple smile can be a solution not just to you but this world. What do they say in those WHO/UNICEF  adverts again, yeah- IT BEGINS WITH YOU, so am including myself now, IT BEGINS WITH US....SO LETS GET UP AND BE USEFUL

I always thought I had to 18 before i could even have ideas that worked or even be relevant, so after every birthday I wait for the next to come so I can get closer to my eighteenth. I wait to become an adult and yesterday, month after my seventeenth I just thought what am I waiting for why do I leave it till then. If I don't think of something now what would have in my head to do. I believe in God as a Christian but I have my own views as everyone should , so I remember that in the beginning God created the heavens and the earth so he started with something, and he knew how that would end if it stayed that way, and he knew how each action would affect it, so there is an end but he gave everyone the ability to make decisions that affect it, never did he take decisions for a man, the furthest he went was to stop an idea from seeming pleasant to a person. So I always had the ability to choose so now I decide make decision, chooses too,but I am checking in with him so i don't make a wrong turn,when I am working to get a particular end. So I'll keep asking as I go if I am closer to the end of the maze.